jesse/lestat / sooner or later god'll cut you down
If you don't mind me asking what's your most recent post about? Are you doing okay?
Anonymous
ppl i used to know made a callout post about me apparently for some stuff i did a while ago that while i don’t feel good about, is definitely being blown out of proportion. the ppl writing it didn’t write it to inform anyone of anything or warn anyone of anything. they saw me engaging in a fandom they were also apart of and took advantage of that to tear me down instead of us just leaving each other alone. it makes me sad that they felt it was necessary, but i suppose hurting others makes them feel better about themselves. considering the things they have said and done around me, i don’t really see why they think they’re coming from a place of superiority.
I knew they were manipulative and they would do something like this eventually, but i guess i just hoped they wouldn’t. i’m not really worried about it, to be honest. anybody who would drop me over this without talking to me at all wasn’t worth having aroundin the first place. but i am alright. I have great, supportive friends. I feel good about myself. thanks for asking.
@that anon: no i haven’t. i know what it is probably about though and i’m getting anxious just thinking about it dhdjdhn
i’m sorry in advance to anyone who is angry with me and i understand if you no longer want to associate with me. i never really made a post or anything to acknowledge what happened then and i realize now that was a mistake. i was hurt, angry, and i lashed out at people because of a childish fear of examining my own actions and admitting my wrongs. i will probably log out for the rest of the night, and won’t be on for most of tomorrow.
again i’m sorry to anyone i hurt and i don’t want to make a bunch of excuses for myself like i have in the past so i will cut this off here.
my french prof: if you’re talking about a girl cat, you still have to use the masculine. “une chatte” is something… related to cats, but it’s inappropriate and you don’t have any reason to be using it in the context of this class. don’t use it anymore please
everyone for the next 10 minutes: pussy? oh, pussy? pussy? is it pussy? pussy? pussy? pussy? pussy? pussy?
if youve never physically been in the presence of like, a real live wolf, and you probably wont get the chance to, heres some stuff about them you should know
a wolf’s fur is so unbelievably thick that you can get like, your whole hand into it while petting. and then you can keep going
wolves are a lot bigger than you think they are. think about how big you think a wolf is then just like double that
they dont really smell like dog but they DO smell and youre not going to be able to figure out if its a good smell or not
a wolf really wants to lick the inside of your mouth. he will not stop trying to lick the inside of your mouth at any cost, and generally speaking you need to press your lips together kind of tightly when he approaches your face so that he doesnt worm his damn tongue in there to give you what he thinks is an appropriate greeting
a wolf doesnt really want to look at you while you pet him but he wants you to pet him. hes embarrassed
if a grown ass wolf decides to lay down on you, you just have to deal with it and thats your life now
young wolves, much like young dogs, are overwhelmingly goofy and stupid. a teenage wolf will see your very fragile, very human shoulder and go “i can probably step on that with my full weight” and then he will do it
letting a wolf eat out of your hand is actually not remotely frightening, and youll want to do it all day
